okay, let's just say it really didn't work for the two of us. i expected too much and he's too numb not to feel what i feel. it only became real this time-- he was never, and never will be mine. i thought everything was fine until all of a sudden everything went cold and i realized we're never in a relationship. i have no right to be hurt.
so why should i hope for more of him when there's no space for me. i can't imagine i'm like those people who had their heart broken before Christmas. i thought he would want to spend this special holiday with me but i was wrong. but i know everyhting will still be normal. the world would just keep on turning and SO DO I.
